...on vacation. Skiing, writing (((((this is a great test-drive for if I could really quit my job to write...what if I have no talent? Would it really matter? If I took the time off to write and it didn't work out, I'd still be okay, right? I'd find something else to do? Even if I stay in teaching, I'm not happy, so I'd just be spending more time teaching, getting more experiences, toward...something that doesn't make me happy?)))))), and also...I'm away from someone that i'm falling madly, deeply, crazy in love with. Which IS crazy, because we've been on like...5 dates. Jesus, I've got it bad. I miss the hell out of her.
I'm in love. And it's wonderful. But I'm not sure if that's okay if I don't like my job. Sigh.